Thursday 22 October 2009

Being 存在

I phoned her. Immediately after the connection, she said she had three words for me. She asked me if I have felt what she meant to say. She knew I synched with her even miles away. I did not tell the answer for her - not until much later when she asked again, when she said that she did not mean that little secrete between us before I was born. And these nights, instead of chanting names of the sacred, she chanted these words in my name.

Of course, I know she does. I do for her too. That's why I am here.

That’s why I am her little flower.

播電話給他。一接通,他說他心中念著三個字。即使相隔甚遠,我們依舊牽繫彼此。我沒有回復答案。直到很久,直到他告訴我,我們之間 – 而在我存有之前 – 的秘密,是一個無心但可能的傷害。那些夜裡,他默念那些字,以我的名,代替聖人的名。

當然,我知道。他愛我。我也愛他。這緣就了我的存在。

所以我是他的花朵。